its been 14 days.
that makes two weeks. a fortnight. a fortnight of council once more, the usual slumbers during lectures and tutorials, and a little bit of change in my life: a change that resulted in getting back a piece of my pasts, a piece of me which could have been lost forever if i didnt choose to do something. because i never wanted to forget anything, as much as i could remember.

blood donation publicity was over. lots of people donated, but i am sure its because of their personal selflessness rather than the success of the publicity. i dont know how much it helped though, but in any case, we did what we could. cheers, CI wing.

this time, its teachers day concert. and hell, the decorations will be daring, will be ambitious, i wondered whether we could pull it off. CI wing once more, i am sure we all will do what we do best.

i never had been able to catch up with my work, ionic equilibria was the chapter of sleep, market structure was never perfect as much as i really needed it to be. and you got the mundane river channels and erosions, a recap from martina chan's full geography then, with alittle addition that i never was comfortable with. then there was maths, integration on a whole new level.

whether i ever could integrate all of this together in time for promos, whether my facts would flow as smoothly as a helicoidal flow, or otherwise backsplashes and turbulence in the upper course of the river, whether i can finally differentiate the market structures in terms of the speed and relevance like how i used to for the previous chapters plus alot of examples not in the lecture notes and not in terms of dy/dx or whatever implicit differentiation will bring me. then there was ionic equlibrium which i would be surprised and think highly of myself if ever i could understand it.

whether or not, its really up to me. because i chose the path i wanted to, i still gonna make sure that commitments will stay as commitments. promises as promises. i will try my best. and not always make use of the excuses that council is crazily demanding. does that mean that the path you choose results in the negligence of a new path that needs to be chosen? but if we dont change the direction we are heading, wont we end up where we are going? because in life, its always about choosing for the better, and when you dont, you will only fall flat. so we change the direction, when we know it can bring us there faster or in a better shape once the destination is reached.

in 14days, you can do you so much.
14days can drift you away.
14days can change you.
how about the days after that.
how about then. the number of days left to promos.