forgiveness. compassion.
especially towards a person who meant so much. it hurts.

to forgive is to cease the feeling of resentment,anger, sadness. helplessness. of course, who wouldnt be the first to forgive someone of utmost importance in your life. and then, how could one even feel all those about someone they loved before even choosing the path of forgiveness. arent everything supposed to be happy. arent everything supposed to be kept in promise, in sync with each other.

the truth is. it never does. love conquers all. but can it ever conquer your life. when promises fstart to be broken, when things arent as good as it is, when things are withdraw from the relationship, how can one then said the relationship is still at its best? of course, we talk about depositing into the emotional bank account. but what happens when withdrawal exceeds deposit? what happened prior to depositing? doesnt life now seemed more important to the million and one promises that both parties made?

and then majority will start departing. its no more comfort zone. its a war zone. the words that break, the things that done wrongly, the feelings that gone awry. when a relationship fails, it meant there's no more meaning to it. things had gone too far.

but there's where forgiveness comes in. we only have that very life. and mistakes will accumulate as time passes. and that's when we should recognise human errors. the imperfection entails in everyone. to look beyond the doubts. the facade. to look beyond the mistakes. and look at the love that still holds both together. then maybe we will smile alittle happier. to know that beyond those errors, you know that things will finally work out.

because love is not only about whether its magical, special. but its of magical and special and acceptance and forgiving.