sickness.

is it a mere coincidence that the physical turmoil and breakdown that results in the usual cold/flu/fever/etc. also results because of the equally immense mental stresses within? to me, it seems particularly true. that sickness often results in both states of rest. that coincidentally, some sicknesses are strategically placed for us to reflect while healing the body, the soul and most importantly the heart.

almost everyone is fine nearly the whole year round. i hardly had a serious one till 2days ago. and because of this, we often take our welfare for granted, till it attacks. and we hope to cherish our lives once more. the amazing thing is, while we cherish, we thought bout stuff. all kinds of stuff, and since our bodies is placed in a third-person view, we cant react, we can only put our minds to full activeness.

that was what happened to me. i couldnt do anything. admist all those irritations and pains and groanings, i figured that high fever of mine cleared my head tremendously. too much had happened.

and just by taking stock for a couple of days, you reached a new height of self-enlightenment. and then you become alittle bit more in tuned with that fast pace of crap that is thrown at you.

and then when you are well again. you start to neglect.

is it really just a mere cycle of human nature that needed to be intervened by nature itself?

at least i felt much refreshed now. when will i meet this pitstop again? cos no one wishes for it.