alright. this entry. is gonna come from all corners. all directions. trust me.

bernie said my blog is too much to think. she wants entries that can make her relax. not to wonder so much about life. i guess its a negative comment. :) so just this entry, its for you and all you out there who wants to "relax". *sarcasm*

the day ended with the most dreaded chinese. i chose the essay that most resembled my life. my sister decided against university and my dad wasnt happy. then it was all about respect, understanding, giving way, happiness. smiles. from everyone's point of view and how i should lead my life for that once in a lifetime genuine smile. adding in a fictatious sick mom in bed and really poor family background to make the teachers cry. in pain. right. all in simplified chinese. very.

i went out with guanwen to eat in town and to go back to sji. *read previous entries to find out why* nostalgic. juniors looked that much older. teachers the usual. i got slapped on my stomach by mr jude tan for not being a clt. i have my reasons sir, and i know you will understand. :)

had a chat with martin prior to maths exams. he felt the csm me is back. or he reaffirmed that i am always like that, deep within me. not about the passion for ncc, but my personality.

went out with t9 for dinner at fish&co. 3birthdays to celebrate. val, laura, colin. about half the class went. but when i was looking at the parade, i knew i was exhausted. real tired, guessed i actually tried for the midyears. so during the dinner, i just couldnt say much, the energy is gone. watching you guys mingled, its good enough. sorry. haha. oh, the little birthday gag that laura and val had to do was really creative. standing on the chairs, having sparkles, asking everyone to sing in the glasshouse and blowing the candle from the standing position. creativity guys.

and here i am blogging. before i am seriously fallen asleep. i feel that drain, guess the caffeine kept me moving my muscles, not my mind.

bernie. i hope its all good! its just an update of my life.

pretty different from my usual entries. nice experience! haha..

i skimmed through this book on the shelf : 101 things to do before you die. like the norms of bungee jumping, seeing a real volcano eruption, to stuff like getting arrested and catching a fish with your bare hands. there's this checklist for you to tick through and specify somemore. cool stuff.

have you even tried singing out loud in the streets when you are all alone in the late night and when its pouring? its a really crazy experience, especially to laugh at yourself in the end.