Sunday, May 13, 2007
Part 2/infinityi remembered there was a first part. about xd. i remembered telling myself who the infinity one will be.i remembered how we had to all go to our seperate ways. but i still remembered. i still remember you guys.to whom it may concern. i dislike u at first. i cant remember exactly how. but you were a pain in the ass in sec 1. muahaha. how time flies. how time could change a person mentality. how people change at all.
we bonded, i know, three of us. when we became psls. when somehow we did something, that bring us so close, we are still hanging on till now. :)
and through the 4 years, and even when we are in different schools, different class in the upper sec. we held each other's back. we supported each other. we fought for each other.
and yes. now i start to know why. we think quite similarly. is it the culture we have? is it how we uphold sji so much.
because our relationship is damn true. because when we are together, we relate others as others. and we talked. like men. or arent we already? when we had suffered so much. because when i told you i finally saw the ugly side of life, that really life aint as beautiful as we all strive for. life can indeed grants you an 180degrees turn, even if you dont want it. that life flows through the path of least resistance, that people will lose hope and take what is easy, rather than what will truly be happy but difficult. that we should fucking cherish the times that we thought could last forever. and that we really should cherish, cherish everything that is part of life. because life's singular. and he. he perfectly understood that.
and you, you were the reason why i am still standing up tall. because at least i know someone who connects like me. who feels exactly like me.
we feel old, yiuleung. dont we all feel damn old?
thank you, closest friend. and thanks for telling me that at least i am wiser now. lol. you will grow to be a great person. and there i will sill stand, all proud of you. i failed, i failed and i didnt picked myself fast enough. you better dont. cherish, because i still believe that love can last forever. and you and ali, will be my living proof. heh. :)
by the time you reach infinity, i guess, the person, that person will be non-existent.
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