Tuesday, May 01, 2007
a pact was made.
a simple, straightforward decision that needs lot of courage, perseverance, and the summonings of every part of the soul within.
its a pact to mug. (holy SHIT! mug! i cant believe it..)
it seemed so simple, like we are all in this together, in a college and everything. but to be motivated in studying is a million time harder than being motivated to do every other things besides studying.
hey, its never bad trying out just yet. at least i am not regarded as 'crazy', which i think chris will be regarded as if he chose to mug, muahaha, at least people liked the idea. thank god you guys are as sane or insane as me.
jonathan was drilling on us on how mugging is so damnass fun, when there's so much to pick up on. woah. how exciting.
but what must be done must be done. i cant hold back anymore. things will pile up from here. and it will be so bad, that scarcity will be experienced and the market will never be in equilibrium again.
its not like we are actually sincere with real passion of all subjects. but hardwork, and knowing what's good from what's easy, it shows alot about a person. to sit down and understand better, to drill into every corner of our mind, esp when fatigue gives you only dipole-dipole moments, time and time again, its tough. it wasnt meant to be easy in the first place.
positive motivation. i believe its that strong.
yet it can only go as strong as what's made of your heart. what's made within.
12:45 AM