labour day. spiderman 3. botanic garden. spasm.

it was supposed to be a gathering of the kindred spirits. the us who were so much together last time. since when, i have nearly forgotten. it was to connect with everyone again. sadly, we nv could afford,the time, the effort, the enthusiasm.

so there were 3 left now in the fellowship of infinity last time. but yes, we bonded. i felt that essence of homecoming again. but in reality, we know that this will never last. we got our schools. we got our works. we got our own lives. and no matter how we try to make us unite, we know its next to impossible.

spidey had to be postponed to next time. the fellowship can never be complete. and spidey will nv see the lot. but we pressed on. we will try once more, on sun. cheers.

so we got back into civilization. town. people. people. town. and that combination of us 3 was unique at first. interesting. difficult to open up. so we gave way to simplicity, to speciality. to something interesting, crazy, "basic". and we changed our course deliberately. no more lido, taka, cine. we wanted to trek to sji. but then a decision was made.we walked from town to botanics. we went back into serenity, nature. absence of busy people. suburb. the journey, creates that connectivity we so need.

sadly.. its only 3 of us.

so i have decided. we cant be physically together all the time. but this cannot make way to forgetfulness, to giving up. to moving on in life. we need to be united, we need to know that we are looking out for one another, that we are thinking of one another. because i can tell, if nothing is done. this special bond will break apart, never to be fixed back again. there were so much tensions, so much "why ah? why he like that now?". so much "i havent seen ... for months."

and because i have lost before. i understand the pain within. that sometimes before its too late, we couldnt portray our feelings. till when it happens, we all go down. i dont want you all to feel what i felt.

i cant do much alone. but i know we yearn for a common goal. to form a safety net that we all can fall back on.

friendship. its that special. :)