iris indirectly told me about this song. few lines got me thinking, especially with the mv uploaded on her friendster. and then i didnt know i had this song somewhere in my desktop so long ago.

"but i know if i could do it over, i would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart that i left unspoken."


it really sucks, if you couldnt say something you always wanted to say to that person that really matters. sometimes you thought they know, sometimes you grew so much into them, you took them for granted, you didnt renew the feelings, you didnt bother saying what you wish to say, though u know deep down that you really do love them.


then one day, they are just gone like that. never ever giving you another chance to say, to affirm. this is when you feel that angst, that loss, and loss hardly expresses how it feels. and you cant do anything about it. you cry, you gave up on the life you thought always meant you + them.

take death. dont we all know that deaths are certain. and yet we got so comfortable with them, we forgot about the expiry dates. some say all good things come to an end. we acknowledged the good things, yet we nv prepare ourself for when its all over.

cherish before its too late. before you cant even say anything ever again. then do we ever have an end to whatever we are saying? when we truly love that person, is there an end to loving? we only know when it all happens.