H1. general paper. geography.

they seemed to be ancient since the last time i took the time to summarise, memorise, synergise.
those were just H1s many said. but i see almost everyone giving their all, the first shots of jc exams.

they turned out alright for me. thank god.

i wrote like how i have gotten very used to. feelings without facts. voice and passion without concrete evidence. i always thought those facts you can go read yourself, its my take on the story, my feelings that should matter to you. i tried adding some, it became technical.

geography was a regurgitation of sec4's hell. this time, i chose to plan my answers at every side of the question. became clearer but it was suicidal. i didnt had time to complete though i knew all the answers. its still an error of time management. i gt nothing to complain.

the important thing is to keep improving. to believe in yourself..

studies. believing in yourself. i realised everyone had their different stories of why they want to study hard. why they worked so hard.

my friends told me i was way too hardworking. on the surface, i said i had to before things come crushing in. commitments, friends. they feared i would burn out. i feared i would burn out. the funny thing : i never like studying, i never like settling down to stuff myself with notes upon notes. but miraculously i did.

because it was a promise between two. a pact. because it's proof i can stand up again. because i really want to tell myself, that i am stronger than that. no matter how painful things had gone to be. let me set straight my life once more.

then maybe the stars will shine again.

that's why i chose to pick my books. what's yours.