woah... 1 week hav past since sch reopened. i thought it was 3 months already! mayb more. i dunno, and i cant care how long.. its jus pure bullshit if u wanna compare 3months to 1week when 1week is 1week.. so 1week it is. am i still alive? ofcourse, hanging onto a string tht's always thr for me.. it's very bad, bt not total downfall too.. if it's total avalanche, u will see me on e newspaper yea. so the good news, we are full-fledged sec4s, got my prefect tie (comes with duty tht are jus plain boring), yea, & ncc jus got alot more fun..as in real "fun".. its like my full-time job now, & 24/7 at tht too.. its really total hell, everyday would definitely hav a decision to make, tht will scar me for life, put in a better word, will affect me one way or another forever la..

well.. gt some changes with my teachers too, no more gary sim for physics! tht's total crap.. did he pull me up to ge top last year in class? i wonder.. bt he sure motivate me alot! now i got mr hcin, my sec 1 physics teacher.. should hav more exp, h.o.d & everything.. & he loves to crap..("what do u see on a STRAWBERRY field? STRAWBERRIES!... what do u see on a football field? grass? NOO!!! FOOTBALL!" and "when i was a josephian at ur age...") with tht funny "NOOOOO!" from him.. and wad's cool bout him, the moment the bell rings, he walked out so fast, we all were stunned.. like some sec1 running for recess.. then there were mrs ang and tan.. geog and maths.. mrs ang was a real good strategist.. really nice planner.. and mrs tan, was v much like mr chin.. (1/v.small is 1= v.BIG! and -1-1 = MINUS two!!) differentiation jus hav a totally new meaning.. but yea, i am nt complaining, they are really specialised teachers.. really good indeed.. plus tht 1.20pm dismissal on tues,weds,thurs, i am happy once again, jus dun remind me bout my sitting place.. tht stupid corner last window seat, looking OUT into the annex..and having people in the annex lookin back at me.. no fresh air could come in!! ok enough bout all this..

well, tht's my sec4 life now..already at e 2nd week of jan.. i jus feel tht a month is really a v short amount of time.. no matter how u enjoy urself, how u command like mad, how u joke with ur friend, "yes xav" and how u cry urself stupid trying to prove a point, the end result will come.. wadever we do, we get e crops back home.. one day. real fast. damn fast.