sometimes a day may not be all tht eventful. sometimes it can be dead boring, sometimes u sleep thru one whole day, & yes, sometimes its a waiting day, waiting for another moment to come, a period of time when u feel nothing seem better than the next day. like the day before AP, mayb oso b4 u head somewhr overseas. i rmbred telling myself when i was alittle younger.. mayb a few months ago, tht everyday mus be packed with objectives and i mus keep myself real busy to really achieve something.. mayb tht were some really good spirit and enthusiasm in me, but i really felt fatigued, didnt really feel all tht satisfied anyway..

i went to sch today. after a long time.. i wanted to start designing tht ncc noticeboard tht was left undone since the hols began.. grabbed a few ppl incharge of e noticeboard to do it today. guess what.. only me & acsm yangjun was thr.. we did what two men can do.. jus making it alittle more beautiful.. eye-catching. and yes, it was monotonous, very uncommunicative. coz i nv could really get along with yangjun.. but i still respect him all e same.. we are all here to do our jobs.. met jh too doin his exco meetings.. we are already bac with our commitments be4 the sch starts..zzz. yes.. and jus bout 2 hours or so, i was on e way bac again.. its definitely a "not-so-eventful" day.. and one might called it a waste of time.. i could hav done more than jus the ro mayb.. but yea, its like i am more to myself on e journey to sch and back, as in i was alone..but i thought alot along e way, mayb a good thing.. its e 1st time i didn sleep on e 132 long bus ride from sji to amk. with noone by my side mayb crappin and anything else.. and as i got bac, my dad was still asleep.. very boring day indeed, but life can definitely be this way sometimes.. imagine everyday is like a day of AP.. i will defiinitely die of exhaustion.. mayb some days are meant for us to be like tht.. to think more than u do..u repair e internal rather than u build more external.. its kinda cool thinkin bout tht in e end, tht some days are dead boring, but they are nv a waste of time..

this sickness is takin extraordinary long.. from fever and flu it changed to coughin and its irritating everyone..my immune system definitely down & i cant do much anymore..jus gotta b patient.