its the day before the actual sec 1 reporting day..& i had to be there for my juniors who are helpin out in arranging all the papers and misc. for the new sec 1 coming in.. its all papers, papers, and more papers.. yea, but this day was really kinda meaningful to me, so many things went thru my mind as the day went by..

one thing was realizin tht we are actually gonna b the seniors of the sch nxt year.. sec 4s & at e last sprint in sji.. lookin at my juniors, some sec 1s and 2s.. i thought i would hav a lot of time with them, and here comes the nxt batch of sec 1s already.. i still remembered e good old days when i couldnt be bothered by anything but 103, when i dun even know wad a csm was and didnt really care either. the steps to discoverin myself & my potential, slowly but surely.. everythin in sji.. i could take a step back and write a novel bout my life as a josephian.. those sec1s comin in are really gonna hav the ride of their lives here.. not asif its only sec1s josephians la.. but since i am already gonna be a full 3rd year josephian, i can bet with u tht..

yea, then i had a fair time of reflectin bout e time i actually first step into sji.. tht time when i had this mixed feelin for sji, tht mentality tht sji really's not for me.. when i thought i will b goin to another sch and i ended up in sji.. i rmbred the time i had to draw tht stupid shoe & hand and thought it was a waste of time...and now i am takin olvl art.. it is all so cool thinkin bout it now..

bt wad really affected me most was havin another experience bout how a person can do something tht can really affect everyone around him.. i was given e opportunity to plan almost everythin for e nxt day's sec 1 reportin day.. to put up small notices everywhr round e sch tht would really mean nothing when only one notice stands alone.. but with all e combined notices, u can really tell others something bout how we organize stuff.. esp e parents.. in e beginning it was slow.. lookin at my juniors do e stacks of papers.. bt e moment i joined in, i couldnt stop.. i jus felt tht since i was thr, why not make the best of everything.. & then time started moving so much faster.. knowin tht u are doin somethin for others really could make u feel proud of urself.. even small actions like putting up e notices.. u noe tht somewhr somehow, someone will appreciate it, someone will actually look at it.. & when parents really looked at them even today, and asked lots of qns, i was really kinda touched la.. lol.. even how e queues gonna be formed up for e sales of e uniforms and everything else had to be chosen carefully..all these things tht we all take for granted.. this was e first time i had to make some decisions, tht sounded really easy but very impt.. its no more followin orders but settin up e orders urself & expect everyone to abide by it.. all in e interview room & e conference room.. it is definitely one of the first few decisions i had to make.. lots gonna come i think.. with the right state of mind, i really wanna enjoy every moment of it.. servin e sch.. & more imptly knowin tht wad u do makes a difference. cip hrs is definitely zero value compared to this.

got back home, supposedly at 1 or 2, but i left e sch at 5.. coz there were jus so much to do, things tht we took for granted, like pasting e groups on e canteen table >.<... if everyone wanna do somethin big, wad will happen to these small matters.. & when small matters are accumulated, u know u did hell lotta stuff. i was satisfied.. it was definitely a good 7 hours.. haha.. i i got bac home with jus a meagre amounts of papercuts, a whole lotta past being relooked again.. i miss e good old days.. its gonna be e end of my life in sji soon..