time continued past midnight, its another day already. i always thought it was e previous day. i grew bored. and blogging kept me occupied. at least for like few mins? better than nothing.

i remembered tellin myself, anything we do, its gonna affect ppl around u, especially ppl dear to u.

then its bout making choices, big or small, and not regretting bout them.. now i see them going in conflict towards one another.

then, thr's everyone make mistakes, wad's impt is learning from it, and get a move on.

well, combined all of them together, u get wad my head is full of now..

somehow, a problem arised. i was the one the problem was being transfered to. only me. and i thought asking someone else could make solving easier. but it was very clearly written "only kc". isnt it cheating, isnt it breaching of trust when i ask others bout it? well, i didnt think tht way earlier. its bout choices isnt it. i asked my friend. its not bout right or wrong. its jus bout solving it. i jus want things back to normal. no more prob. but tht problem gave in to another problem, coz words spread. the problem about breaching the trust, about me not being respectful of the "rule".

all i want now, is to undo both problem. actually even just back to one problem. i noe it will not be the same again. our fate had been altered alittle. wad hav i done?! it was still good. i wanted to at least admit, but it leaked be4 i can do it.. i cant point fingers.

then i thought. why not use the 3 "philosophies" to solve this prob now. i will do what is right now, i will mend the heart now. and it WILL affect ppl around me. i will make the RIGHT choices now. no more regretting. its bout depositing in the emotional bankaccount. no more withdrawal. the thing we learn in sch. and this is a mistake well learnt. it will be kept with me forever. and i will go on with it. nv look back.

sorry.