Tuesday, November 01, 2005
i thought i would nv step onto the kluang campsite grounds anymore in my life, the place whr i spent 4 wonderful days with my 203 classmates, force "V.S". Then came the chance of being an ace leader came about.. Well at first i was reluctant, without my close friends around, its all about doin my job, and doin my job well.. its not about enjoyin anymore, its bout being there for a motive, being there for others..
The force i was with now was M.O.G, class 210 with Mr Soo.. Immediately i started doin wad is expected of an ace leader. The going was tough, but i couldnt say i nv enjoyed myself..
Down there, ALL the memories juz came back more alive than ever..the hill we run up and down everyday to assemble,
the tentages tht we kept on complaining about the leakages,
the water bottles that we just loved exchanging, and exchanging,
tht muddy two lakes that we always walked past when we go for activities,
the coloured discs which we had to find for orienteering,
Gunung Lembak, whr we kept moving persistently up to the top, with continuous encouragement for everyone,
the time we had to clean the stupid washing area,
the washing itself with the many "wonderful" flies,
the flies tht love to accompany us for lunch and dinner,
the garbage bag tht we laid in the tent to prevent leakages,
the beautiful night sky filled with countless stars,
THAT instructor for abseiling whom we will not forget
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tht funny campfire item, screwed up but just so perfect.
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i saw these snapshots again and again, i rmbred my ace leaders not doin much for us too, and i thought i would leave them at tht too.. u leave them alone, they will discover more with their peers, give them more space to slowly learn more.. only during reflections time did i actually spend my time crapping, and i feel i really did my job, to pass down what i had learnt so far to them.. i was able to move on further and even told a story to them, even toking more than wad's required of me. its over now, and i am glad.
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* i learnt some nice basic magic from Mr Soo too.. being back there wasnt so bad after all..
2:13 PM
