well, the exams are over finally, actually left with half a canvas, no half a wood left to paint. but e tough times are over.. no matter how badly i had gone thru, i left all e emo back in sch already, the anger, frustration, everything else, and i nv feel so light-headed be4. :D Anyway, seems lik juz yesterday i was still mugging terribly, feeling e signs of weakness, twitchin of e eyes, whatever.. lets juz forget bout all those papers, i had told myself, i dun really care how bad or good i had gone thru, juz tht i HAD gone thru them already. finish, end of story.

SO, i dunno where to start now.. back to my boring old life, hanging out with my buddies, old ncc parliament politics shit, and many so "fun" camps, tht when i return home, i become a more boring person.. still, life goes on, and everyday new things are left for us to discover, i juz cant wait to settle down properly once again, get bac to my old shit of a slacker couch potato i am, couch more to e com than e tv. i am reliving e things i hav left untouched since e war began.. still, i dun really feel so enthu like i used to last time when e papers end, the times we go bout shouting & screamin in class when e last paper ends, my last paper, geog paper 1 juz ends with everyone yawning, with fatigue in their eyes, and what's left of their strength produced wad little sounds of victory they can muster. i juz sat thr with my head on the table, with tht sense of satisfaction deep within me i hav to dig it out unwillingly..

Seriously, i dunno whr to begin, but it's all happening already, after e geog paper, i already gone out with xd & yl, watch movies e usual, and got to xd house to crack our wits in some co-op splinter cell action, really test our teamwork there.. test my tiredness too, i cant open my eyes properly now, i even break my promise to mrs tan tht i will work on my art today.. skip goin to sch, i juz wanna decay at home.. told yea, bac to e slacker i am.. woohoo..

now other students havin their exams, all i can say is good luck, now u will feel my shit too..muahaha, no kidding.. but take care too, it will soon be over, then we can go mad together.

obs nxt week, no comments, juz quickly come and let me finish it., or let it finish me.. either way, i cant wait for e fun to happen once more.. tht can only happen after obs, no, after e results are out.. oh no..