Thursday, September 22, 2005
has it been 2 weeks already? no, 2 weeks and a day. so here i am, stealin some time to blog, like finally. alright, so updates bout my life. this 2 weeks hav been so "wonderful" tht i can like dozed off juz startin bout it.. its like yea, revision time and i actually am able to start full-time revision for this fortnight, for the first time in my life of schooling.. talk to me like 1 year back, and i will be crappin bout how well i had juz revised pg 1 of some crap txtbook, mayb 2 days be4 the fye.. rmb the times when i blog bout tryin my best this year & start preparin well and sometimes bout the uncertainty of even startin.. i actually done it, and tht repercussion is fatigue.. BUT it's worth it! havin this first-hand experience of actually mugging 24/7 with some of my classmates and alongside justin and xav.. the 1st and 2nd in my class and both of them sit beside me too, hoho.. and this 7th position guy juz goes around pickin things up from both of them..haha..
and yes, thru these mugging weeks, i did crazy things tht even i couldnt believe it's me, i studied with justin and sometimes darren and others in the tanglin cc's cafe, beurel, annex, outside annex e benches, and every little spot u can think bout till 8 plus pm, and then went bac home to "continue" till like 12plus, and e cycle juz goes on, even till now. mooncake festival & i can be seen studyin at my grandma's house when everyone was happily chattin.. i visited xav's house to mug on the floor, his "new" house with nothin inside. i did maths revision in chem lessons, physics papers in chinese lessons, then i read my a.maths txtbook like some nice novel, and wad's worse, in the toilet. and then tokin to xav in some maths language.. even xav is alittle different, he came to sch everyday with tht same look, with tht same "SJI A.Maths Past Year Paper" and sit beside me in class doing the questions, telling me he hav to finish all e questions.. its like, we really hav no choice. even though i had actually started mugging, i hardly had the time already..dad told me tht revision should be done all-year round.. well, there's a first in everything, and i am kinda proud tht i make the first move..
so last 5 days and the clock is ticklin endlessly, juz a few more pint of perseverance, a few more days of lack of emotions and expressions but only go into euphoria when i solve a trigo inequality, sure i can get past these things.. i still hav lots more to worry bout later the months.. i am gonna let out all the pressure inside soon, since e exams pressure inside me is like so much greater than the atmospheric pressure.. now the ox-bow lake formation is runnin thru my mind again & again.. there will be an end, like how a quadratic graph will always hav a minimum-maximum point.. (here i go again..) juz wondering why this transition is so unique this year round..(quote chuxian, "Ponder about it!") haha.. alright, blog again soon.
oh, sji juz got a whole lots of awards and somethin bout band 2, so much so tht tmr will be some affirmation day.. so we should like clap? coz thr's no sch tmr? but hey, the cycle still goes well, bac to muggin then.. But yup, congrats to my alma mater..
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