I looked back at my previous post several times. i tell myself sometimes, " i cant believe i wrote with such determination, this would nv happen". other times i tell myself, "hey, tht's me few days ago, i must stick to what i say, becoz tht is a part of me still.." These two thoughts always crosses my mind when i think bout the fye.however, the first thought always triumphs. Juz a few days after wad i blogged, mr lui started broodin over the same thing. but it seems so stagnant now, i dun see anyone tokin bout the fye at all.. am i overly worried bout it? still, till now, i hardly really started mugging, as other aspects of my life keep blocking my path to sit on the hardly-used chair in my room and start opening...maybe a Chemistry TYS.. but i hope tht no more am i gonna juz stay stagnant forever, i still hav a promise to keep to..

as my headache continues to throb, and my body endurance starts to wander abit, the english paper draws near, its now or never, not a second chance at all.. i will prove myself once again, but juz sayin will not help, i hav to do it, the results hav to be there.. i will keep low for now..