"The list of selected PSFs is on the Peer Support Board. Please check ur name during ur free time. We will once again thank you for...."

Boom. The words took like 10seconds to register, nigel beside me looked stunned too.. okay right, dont think too much about it, but i noe thousands of words rained through our minds..

"All CSMs and ACSMs, please meet behind the St.Joseph's Statue for an important briefing. Both incoming and outgoing have to be present."

Boom. These words took a little quicker for reaction time.. " Hey, Nigel! We cant check the lists straight after assembly.." And yes, when i was still waiting for Mr Jude Tan to finish toking with the CSMs, Jian Hao came running to me.. nope kc, you didnt get in.. Boom. One last shot, this one came in so fast, it inflicted the pain, the effect right on. i am no more associated with psb anymore.. oh wow, "nice" inference..

then start the run down and analysis, okay, wad hav gone wrong? muz be my brains, am i awoke or am i still dreaming? lol.. right.. okay, frankly i think i dun hav tht open-mindedness and fun factor in me to be a psf.. its like a psf is someone who can express himself very openly and be tht kinda person who can inspire others in tht special and fun yet serious manner.. tht's wad ben told me, but yea, i may not hav shown all those aspects yea.. anyway, even though i may not be part of the psb any longer, at least i was part of it when i was a psl.. haha.. and it definitely touched me alot already, opened me to alot more things that i would nv hav discovered by myself.. i had fun being a psl and yes, i will juz treat it like hey, there are ppl better than me in tht aspect & i still hav loads to improve upon myself.. even though it may feel like a brick draggin me down into tht open sea, i noe tht i cant juz give up like tht.. i noe there are still hands tryin to pull me up, i noe there's still scissors for me to cut the strings off.. i noe i still hav tht strength to pull myself bac up.. there's still other stuff for me to be worryin bout.. ncc and studies.. and yes, this give me another reason to put my focus on them more..

anyway, congrats xd, jian hao, nigel, roderick and all the others yea.. you all made it man, rawk on!
and yes, 3 goals. 1 accomplished. 1 in suspense. 1 down.
1 more goal to look into, and yea i rmb tellin myself i will try gettin the 2 out of 3 of them.. i will be waiting, but i will be ready to accept what is the outcome of it..in the end, there's no win-lose situation, there's always a win-win situation, its juz a matter of wad perspective we see in.