Thursday, June 30, 2005
Schoolwork. They are very important. First priority. Very useful.. yet i wonder why they are silently crawling up my spine, paralysin me with every progress it takes. the amount of stress i hav is tantamount to an ant carryin myself and runnin 10 rounds round e sch track. with all the sch stuff and ncc pilin up, whr can i go? what can i do? "Go Plaza Sing, watch a movie, initial d, yea.." My hols hw i still left screamin ,as they are decayin, for me as i try runnin towards the finishing line.
as i go about on juz e third day of sch, i screwed my whole life up, not bringin my RME file, havent buy my chinese textbook.. and things juz seems to get worse, when i practically wasted my chances and made a fool of myself in front of my specs i thought i respected so much on.
luckily, i knew tht i am not the onli ant running this race, other ants, my peers, i running with me, helpin me as much as they could, even though i noe they are carryin their own load too..
xd lent me his RME file, the chinese txtbook came into stock today, things are not as bad as i thought. when things cant get any worse, it will go up again. But one thing i must noe, i will not give up on myself.. i nv did.
Every little thing i do, every little movements, whether how i speak, what little actions i do, will affect others around you - Ben (my staff geant!)
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