Tuesday, June 28, 2005
got back to school "again". or maybe, "finally".. back to the community tht i deeply embrace. back to my usual complaints and punishments, usual sharings with them, usual "lets eat chicken rice!" right after a bondin with my 203 at the pull-up bars under tht sun. The usual havoc, the usual laughs, cries, anxieties, fears. the place tht made me the person i am now.
now, my doubts be4 this sch day, bout life in sji been changed alot, its kinda wrong.. Zul is still his carefree, havoc-embracin, forgetful little guy lik be4, Bro Mike still stands tall and inspirational.. haemal, darren, all back in the sch mood, tokin bout everythin on earth but schworks. life in sji have not changed so much after all.. lookin at all my friends, everyone whom i care and whom cared for me, whom i nv even utter a single word to them thru e hols are bac in their cheerful mood.. i think that is what kept me goin all thru e rollercoaster ride in sch.. all i can do in between lessons, reclining bac in tht old, rusty chair thinkin, "i feel so at home", and smile to myself foolishly..
*Some ppl say, school is important for gettin grades. i got my grades about life and friendship.
8:30 AM